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My miscarried babies are with Abba in heaven

2Sa 12:23  But now he is dead; why should I fast? Can I bring him back again? I shall go to him, but he shall not return to me.”

Jer 1:5  “ Before I formed you in the womb I knew you;

            Before you were born I sanctified you;

            I ordained you a prophet to the nations.”

Psa 22:10  I was cast upon thee from the womb : thou art my God from my mother’s belly.

Psa 139:13  For thou hast possessed my reins: thou hast covered me in my mother’s womb.

Gal 1:15  But when it pleased God, who separated me from my mother’s womb, and called me by his grace,

2Co 1:3  Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort,

2Co 1:4  who comforts us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort those who are in any trouble, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.

I have babies in heaven. I suffered two miscarriages one just three months after we were married, then three months after that I lost my oldest son’s twin and Abba showed them to me in a vision, on Saturday night. I had been told by my Christian parents and others at that time  “It was just not meant to be.” My Heavenly Father had confirmed to me through the scripture as mentioned that they were with Him and I found comfort in that but still there was a level of hurt that inner healing in Encounter and Freedom in Christ had not so far reached into. So I will share what the Lord did with me during carpet time when He reached in to areas of hurt I had somewhat suppressed. Firstly He showed me how He had scooped the babies as foetus’s up in His arms and taken them to be with Him. This was so very important for the first one in particular was so traumatic, I actually saw the dead foetus after passing it.  Then I saw them as little children, they were so cute. They looked about two years old. Their eyes were bright and full of life. I could see the joy on their faces. I saw them being bounced up and down on Abba Father’s knee. The experience was so real and so beautiful and it brought with it waves of healing. I knew intellectually they were safe in daddy’s arms but the pain of the loss had not been fully dealt with. Now I have a wonderful peace and a joy of knowing where they are without a shadow of a doubt and that I will be reunited with them some day. Praise God.

23/3/11 Irene McGough